journal entry: I just removed 240 subscribers – I now have 19 left
I had a look at the subscribers and who they are, mostly they are long disused accounts that were primarily set up to try and make a quick affiliate income dollar/pound sterling or Euro. It felt a bit sticky and uncomfortable to leave those fake subscribers for the sake of image and ego. It is meaningless if they aren’t real people. But it did make me wonder: What am I actually doing here and who for? Perhaps this website only ever was a bit of a failed practice project. It never had a clear direction, just a vague wish to go somewhere. Sometimes it was my diary, sometimes a place where I cried ‘help’, other times the place where I, too had dollar signs in my eyes and hoped against hope that someone would use one of my affiliate links. I think I figured something out. I think I am getting an idea for a new direction. I’ll let you, invisible friend or gaping void, know what I get up to shortly. In the meantime …

