Jason will help while I will arrive empty handed really.. I am to some extent purposely putting myself into this position I live in the illusion that I can force myself out of my shell, to jump over the shadows of shyness and to finally crawl out of the chrysalis that I have barricaded myself behind.. Is it wing speeding time or will I flap like a fish on land… even they eventually figured it out… I just hope I am like the fish who figured it out, not like the last one before the fish who figured it out and who instead perished..
Witness me jumping into a very deep dark unknown. You will no doubt find out what happened next. (credit card power sufficient to get me home into the cradle of debt – when I put it like this then I don’t see what could be worse being away, can you?)