All posts tagged: choices

When life is full of human sized Dungballs .. (aka: What happened to purpose?)

Dungbeetle and Sisyphus / in the countryside / art / performance for film and passing audience 2008, a photo by Birgit Deubner on Flickr. .. When life is full of human sized Dungballs then you really know that it is time to work out a plan of action.. I am finding myself in a situation in life where everything could happen or nothing at all, and don’t you just love it when I am exceptionally abstract and … yes by now I would stop reading, too (I think). My life is so unbelievably improbable, so much the opposite of normal and while I think that I have an allergy to ‘normal’ this absence of it is making me feel like I am breaking out in a rash threatening to turn into elephantiasis (I enjoy exaggerations from time to time). What happened to knowing one’s purpose? My weeks and months are filled with research that lies around the place like a bunch of loose ended yarn after a pack of cats went wild on it.. I …